Time

My time is ending. 
Everyday it seems to get slower. 
Everyday it seems more quiet. 
Everyday my shadow is overpowering me. 
My time is ending. 
My last days is terrible. 
The pain. 
The suffering. 
Maybe before it's over. 
I could just be happy for a day.? 
Maybe I could just end it now? 
It's the only way. 
My time is over. 
Never been happier.