Existed Inside Two

And I question, without you would there be me?

We have existed for so long in a house, a car, a yard.

There is no signal to notify when the ride is over...

An understanding exists that places us in the constant

Of fixing and organizing and rearranging.

Always us, never me.

Always them, never she.

 

Not allowed to wander, not allowed to stray.

Think of what he feels...

So, I live in my head, fantasies make it real.

I have to feed them with momentary glances of you.

And I am so good at hiding, no one even knows.

And yet, I do.

 

Sadly it doesn't even bother me anymore.

Even sadder, will it always be this way?

Without you knowing, I have placed us at a crossroads.

Now them becomes she,

And she must decide.

Who to live for?

Author's Note

This is brand spanking new!!! FEEDBACK and revisions are welcome.

Reviews

[James K. Blaylock]

To me this piece spoke of a woman who has had enough, but hasn't made up her mind as to where and when she must go. Who knows, maybe life with her lover has become too boring, and so she feels that leaving is the only way to strive towards... Great job!

jkb

[James K. Blaylock]

To me this piece spoke of a woman who has had enough, but hasn't made up her mind as to where and when she must go. Who knows, maybe life with her lover has become too boring, and so she feels that leaving is the only way to strive towards... Great job!

jkb