Too hard on myself

 I try hard but always feel like I will fail 

 putting my mind in an emotional jail

 beating myself down even when I do good 

 and never believe those who stood

 the ones who cared are the ones I feared 

 even though they would be the one who's scared 

 but still they would be the only one who's there

 even though I feel broken inside 

 I still have my loved ones who give me pride.