Unsatisfied

I receive his text at 8pm last night

He worked all day and is so tired he has to close his eyes

I hadn't seen him all week. I dont care but it still makes me think

The articles say texts are nothing to the manly mind

What is the point of our earthly life?

I feel the earth has surrendered its heart

Chosen to live apart

So we dont have to feel

Yet we go on looking for love

Yet we are stumbling in the dark

I kiss his lips

I hear his sighs

It feels so nice

Yet its not enough to label it love

I feel so unsatisfied

Yet no one wants to be alone

I dont want to be single

Yet its not as fun when trying to mingle

Someday my prince will come

According to Snow White

Those damn fairytales that painted the vision in my mind

Is it not real?

Do I search for the unicorn?

I would rather have this then be the dream girl for his porn

I dont want to be sexualized yet I want you to love me like your sex goddess

I want to be your wife but I dont want to be domesticated

I feel its all so pointless

My sisters have an uncomplicated marriage

Yet I am the one gifted with the unhappily married men

I didn't want to be his friend

I didn't want to be this easy girl to be conquered in the end

All these reports for sexual harassment

I can relate

Its always been the girls fate

To just put up and shut up

If I was in the Middle East or somewhere out there I would be stoned

Since I couldn't leave one married man alone

Yet the married man is free and fine

I look in to my politicians eyes

I feel so unsatisfied

A man just asked how it feels to grow up in Japan?

Not even a hello or how do you do?

I guess he thought he knew me well

To ask questions of a stranger without thought to the danger

Its like we are still under some evil spell

I just wanted to love and be loved in return

Why are some lucky and some left to yearn?

I look at the skies

I could go out and walk under the sun

I could try to find the one

Yet I look outside 

All I feel is unsatisfied. 

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