I Let Be

I let be this bitter reality

We can't control humanity

How do I achieve the desired destiny

I know he isn't for me

yet i still cant let of the dream

i guess its enough three days an hour a week

just friends my uber driver

still rejection hurts

i feel alone

my lonely heart frozen like stone

i wish it could be

i cant make you love me

The hurt refuses to be unseen

While he says he is stuck in unhappiness

He made plans with his co worker with a quickness

He says its not like that

what is there to believe

i can't control

i wouldnt want to

He is not someone I truly want to hold

Alas its the dream that leaves me consoled

but the bitter reality is just a dream i have been sold

Full of pretend

Somewhere in the deep part of him I guess is my friend

he kisses me when he drops me off

I dont understand

why i stay and can't go away

i brush off

the madness,

a life of sadness

i try to let go of the dream

life is so lonely

once again i must say good bye to family

still not married

still none of these things

i hate the pressures society puts on women

i hate diabetes and illness

i want to fly with new wings

yet every time i feel myself stuck

its just a situation

its not love

i pray for help from God and angels above

i remain lost

everything is so dark

i feel so mad

so many fire works and gun shot sounds

no one cares about the neighbors that surrounds

or being kind to the earth

fiancees killing each other

husbands and wives playing games because the hunger

singles lost and lonely at wonder

while bullet sounds make thunder at schools

why in this free country have we become fools

anti vaccine but we trust tylenol and advil

do we really know how it is made

the reasons and logic fade

telling me its faster to drown of drinking water

instead of choosing to protect a son or daughter

i dont understand my lover

i let it be

every piece of this bitter reality

i just want to scream

its so dark no one hears me

it feels so lonely

still i move on

i can only be strong

in a world repeating its sad song.

i let be this bitter reality

stop trying to follow the mad harmony

i let be