A Million Minutes

He said I am worth a million minutes and so that's the inspiration....got take it wherever it comes from

Tried to behave

 I cant seem to make myself go that way

He likes to drive me home maybe our souls just cant separate

What can I do

I can only pray to be forgiven by you

What is true

I love kissing you

You love kissing me

I dont settle

I dont want to meddle

I just want to feel this lit candle

its a lot to handle

Its nothing at all

He got what he wanted

Did he catch my fall

Yesterday I said no

Today I said yes

In a bleak world its hard to let go of happiness

Will I be burned at the stake

Even though we kiss I can't escape the heartache

You call her crazy but you run back to her

Why come to me and call yourself my lover

All i can do is wish on the stars

I pray so hard

That there will be a million minutes of you inside my arms

That we wont let go

the rules are the only thing we broke

yet inside of us our hearts we hold

as the world gets more cold

our love shines eternal like real gold

All I can do is hope he wishes on the stars

that he also prays so hard

there will be a million minutes to keep me inside your arms

I pray and pray

that we will have a million minutes never to part

when we part there is a hole in his heart

he inspires poetry and completely blinds me

i cant ignore the wicked fable

i haven't learned my lesson

why deny yourself the path to heaven?

she may have you in the photo in social media

maybe this is a terrible secret

i just can deny what lives on so long inside

he belongs to me i didnt steal

he comes to me to heal

maybe he heals me too

i can only pray to be forgiven by you

i can only hope he prays for a million minutes too

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

Hello Butterfly, there's some conflict of thought going on here. Illicit love so it is said can be exhilarating but it can also cause guilt. Burning at the stake tells me that the guilt is felt and understood in these lines. Now how is this all going to pan out? You know, I think that someone who cheats on his wife and then leaves her, is perfectly capable of cheating on his mistress too. Yep, I've known this happen to friends. What a dilemma, what a risk. Is it worth it? Don't know because I have never tried it. A most thought provoking write.

Chris

[butterfly]

Thanks for the thought provoking review Chris!! Stay tuned :)