This Love

All the words of advice I read, see and hear

Nothing stops this love from coming near

An evil spell? A road to hell?

A human who just doesnt know well?

Or is it love no matter what

If i knew couldnt i just let go

even when it feels good I should forget you

Truth is I love him forever

thats the problem

Maybe one of us dying is the way to solve it

Or maybe just kissing when we can is all we can do

He doesnt like I write about him

The ignoring it doesnt stop whats true

he has me wrapped around his finger to leave him makes me blue

I tried should i try again

its a lonely world

i lost so many branches on the family tree

I need to be a strong girl

its fall now and its hard to watch the leaves on the ground

even for thirty minutes I needed the feel of his body around

all the reasons dont satisfy

i know what my friends tell me for advice

i know what must be done

why can't i do

why doesnt he let go too

i am not calling him ever

he just calls and texts forever

i dont care what he does with others

i see his tiger stripes

i still feel the love for him inside

only God can heal

only God can wake me from the surreal

He is the strongest power

I call to you in this darkest hour

I hope its not too late

please change the hands of fate

My new dog Koa barks at everyone my bros and sisters

but not at the bad guy lover

Maybe I misread the signs

Maybe its the filled bites of hunger

or maybe i just know something is right deep down inside

He is just a beautiful wonder

maybe i am just a fool in love

Maybe I am just a human in to another human

why can't we be friends

i was always the rebel

i could never follow the rules

I dont want to hurt anyone

i just need to learn unlove

i need to know how to stop

I know God will catch my fall

Through it all

In the storm I am still

All I can say is its love I feel

Love rejoices with the truth

it has a voice all its own

It wont stay quiet

It can win even the craziest fight

this love lights the darkest night