Forever Free

Are you my air

Can I not breathe without you

I so desperately want too

I dont want to cling

I dont crave addiction to anything

When he comes around common sense is knocked to the ground

is it my body reacting

is it lust

or are you some weird answer to the prayer

how can it be

yet his tattoo has an image of He

i just dont know

Life isnt fair

Love didnt come for me that way it does for others naturally

Yet love is only the reason why I breathe

Love is whats guide me

I dont get naked for just anybody

Maybe he does

He says Im the only one

Foolish or not

I can't break away

One day I will

today I let him in

I still

we still

Am I his air

Can he not breathe without me

why give me rides home for free

I am such a fool so silly

yet there is nothing to regret

no sadness

i dont want anything he doesnt want to give me

we are the wind just blowing free

I am too restless to settle

Maybe why this affair I can handle

why we can't blow out the candle

we will in time

karma will ask her price

if you ask me why

only love guides

he is the air

i am the wind

we blow through and within

free but together

there is nothing i demand

he wants me forever

i love him like a child without reason to understand

thats the way it is sometimes

these are the gifts we get from God above

Only He can send me a love like this

its costly but its bliss

so maybe its selfish

maybe one day we wont be toxic anymore

we dont have a crystal ball maybe we will stay behind the unopened door

no one breaks me

there is no heart in me to save

i am forever free

this is all i want to be

i am the air

he is the wind

we blow together and within.