stolen treasure

I guess I get it now

This is all we can do rainy day or sunshine

I get it he will never be mine

I forgive myself of the choice of free will

No matter where I go I love him still

Yet no one is loving me back

Its the same thing all the time

I sit here in the nude

He was just here inside me

It felt so good

We even kissed in the pouring rain like in that Lana Del Rey Song

Yet i know no matter how i pray it just wont stop being wrong

After he kissed me I find I am not in love

After our hug and cuddle I realize I am not afraid to lose

I see I was the one lost

Its sad how people see marriage

As someone to come home in to but he described his wife as a biotch

I dont know if its because i was lying in my arms

i I realize i also had free will

I am blind when he comes around still

 I am not the committed one

Yet I realize I was

I am the lost

I was supposed to be the angel

I fell and lost my halo

He says  but i am trying

Its this the only way for us

it hurts me baby

I want to be the cool girl always

I wish this path of pain just lead to more pleasure

no more fear you know

i am not the ghost

i just roll my eyes at you boy

untill i can find everlasting joy

i just dont know how strong i can be tomorrow

I am not afraid to lose

I just am in love with kissing you

i will just be free like you

i am a cool girl

ice cold i roll at you boy

i took the love and turned it in to my own joy

nothing can take away what we have

i dont need a label

we know the lesson to this fable

its just a fantasy

five years of fun

we are free so we run

i didnt want you here anyways

i dont like the definition of the things you say

yet my free will still wanted to kiss the flame

i am a cool girl

just enjoying the yummy flavors of the world

how do I deny five years of fun

with no years of love

 we are free to run

there is nothing holding us down hun

i refuse to be the ball and chain

this path we created is full of pain that leads to more pleasure

even when he is holding her i am the jewel he keeps like a stolen treasure

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

'Stolen Treasure: is a great title for an illicit relationship. Yes, it can be beautiful and shiny and then it can have its downside too. I guess you have to weigh up the pros and cons and make that decision. Is it worth it? Onkybtgecsuthircwill know. The rest of us can only second guess. I felt emotional highs abd pain when I read your lines butterfly.

Chris

[butterfly]

Thanks for the review Chris!!