sober

He pulls me closer

He leans over

He kisses me

All I can do is feel the sweet

Flowing in me deep

through my veins

through my core

maybe its just fantasy

there is no wine or drug that opens this door

when he comes over

i am sober

Five years later

its richer than diamonds or paper

all those things gets lost

we leave behind when we die

nothing erases this love inside

yet my love is a mood ring

what color will it bring

all i have seen is blue

yet he didnt make me

he only loved me when its my choice

there is no wine or drug effecting my voice

he asked me for coffee

we both got tea

he takes me home

and each ride cost me my soul

but when he leans over

the kisses go deep

he scratches me

i breathe him in through my skin

the fix runs through my skin

now when he is near me he is the wind

he blows by and still its a powerful strike

i dont know what is right

when he comes over

i am sober