my heart is not stone

in the alternate universe

we are perfect

all these kisses are worth it

i cant forget the way he leans over me

how he cuddles me takes me in his arm

i am in the land of cozy and warm

but we only get 30 minutes

 i hear my baby voice say its bullshit

what can i do

love cant be forced

to stay or leave

he just flows through me

i flow through him

we cant fight the vibes

we dont care that its not right

i cant get no satisfaction

if i stay or leave

the effects are long lasting

there is no quick relief

i have to try harder

to see my own identity

i can live without him

here i stand breathing on my own

my heart is not stone

i must leave him alone

he says i will pick you up monday and wednesday

why baby

why even try

he tells her you had an uber request in tracy

we talk about her and no one lets common sense come inside

i dont know what to do

i just cant stop feeling the enjoyment of you

there is no bitter here

i dont cry my tear

I just look at this toxic atmosphere

this  tangled web we weave

how could it be

this is the grown up me

he doesnt even want to wear protection

inside this party he is feasting on my body

i like that i fed him

this is the sickness talking

i leave here my confession

because what would you do

even for a 30 minute heaven?

i got to leave him alone i know

my heart is not stone