i can live without this

what kind of lover will you be

 he was separating and now I guess he is not

Yet he wanted my kiss after he dropped me off

I told him this the end we will be friends

no more sex, nothing else

no kiss

just a hug

i can live without this

i dont need a drug

what i need and what i will find is love

I thought its what we was

he says he wants his cars and his dogs

he doesnt want to live with anyone else

i told him i will marry ups guy

he says you cant marry who you dont love

i guess he truly should know

he haunts me like a ghost

i m not free

untill its truely love

or give me up

stay where you are

but please dont break my heart

what kind of lover do you want to be

why is this the legacy of humanity

what goes on behinds the smiles on the facebook news feed

we heard about gabby petito how many are the same offline

he says his wife is mental health dementia

he says i know the secrets

what good is it to me

i shake it off me

its so sad why so many have to live without their daily ecstacy

it should be important as a vitamin

makes life spiced like cinnamon

oh he has to be out there somewhere

i dont want to die single, lonely and alone

oh God can you hear me calling on the telephone?