SpellBound Heart

inspired by The maidens and reality...

what we have is fake

there is no reason for this heartache

why should i be guilty I am not destroying what they are building

i am not the one making him stay

i am not the one signing up for a game

how do I stop this habit

when we are together we f**k like a rabbit

we are fuzzy and cute

when we snuggle it feels good

but i want you to get off me

if i cant play for keeps

there is nothing more to be

he said he will be my best friend

or the secret be he wont tell

we are fucked up as hell

i dont want to stay

what we have is fake

please Lord I am so ashamed

Let me hear you call my name

so i can wake

lead me from this dark

heal my spellbound heart

then i think about the sky falling

are we strong through it all

is this foundation the Berlin Wall

i loved you and thats true

there is no reason to blue

i know its not for keeps

still i let you stay by my side while you fell asleep

he whispered i came home to you

i feel so lost and confused

as i lay in this dark

within a spellbound heart

i know i should say goodbye

yet there is something doesnt even let me try

who was I before in the loneliest life

i dont want to settle down here

i am a maiden crying her tear

Like when Peresphone got those pomegranate seeds

she didnt have a clue of what could be

We always look at that story like Hades is a hero

When he was just as fucked up as mortals you know

stealing a young girl from her world to make her queen of the dead

this why I am led in to his bed

Yet JC came and freed us from that life of sin

I hope life will also be forgiven

For intelligence remains hidden

like the love in the stories of the past

I have no way to fight this spell that has been cast

Maybe she loves him first

I am sorry for the hurt

But we will be loving each other last

i can only pray on my knees in this dark

for divine guidance within this spellbound heart