Lonely is Ok

I wish it was summer forever

I love not wearing a sweater

I love being free in my skin

Feeling the sunshine within

These are my thoughts stress comes and goes

I think I did my best today

He came and brought me mcdonald's breakfast

After I texted him I wish he was here kissing me

Its the truth

He came and gave me an egg mcmuffin, hash brown and ice coffee

i didnt want whipped cream

he brought it without milk to me

it was sweet

its confusing

i dont know if without him i can breathe

letting go takes time

i know the reality of our life

I dont want more than this

i am ok with lonely

everything is fake but lovely

earth is where we suffer

earth is where we hunger

God feeds provides our needs

Till He says I am complete

i went to lunch with my family

To Paradiso where I had a date with a guy a long time ago

Another reminder I dont have the luck

Some get fairy tales some gets tragedy

keep believing in love

thats all I can do

is kiss you and watch you return

he can't abandon her

this flame we hold forever will burn

i try to tell him i want out

he tells me to enjoy breakfast

he kisses me and holds me close while i pout

there is nothing to do i am not over this

i still need you and a kiss

letting go takes time

love is on our side

in different ways and shapes

i wish it was summer forever

but the darkness invades

the night feels so cold

without that dream to hold

but my soul is not to be sold

love still falls like rain

lonely is ok