All i want for Christmas is you

I wish to leave you behind

I want you out of my life

Its hard for my heart to forget the flavor I like

My favorite for day and night

I wish you were here squeezing my b**b

I wish you were here touching me inbetween my thighs

I cant deny this addicting craving i feel inside doesnt do anybody good

I must leave you behind

No matter how i try

I lose my ability to fly

I miss you

the world becomes so bleak

are you the devil

just another bad guy

just another dream to snuggle with in bed

he came to drop me off at the gym

a five minute ride

gives my lonely heart a high

he takes my kiss

he took my money

no jolibee for free

he cant pay for everything

i pray to the divine to guide

i block i miss hum too much

yet its sad she got my love

she got him first'

why was i cursed

yet i wouldnt want him if he left her for me

i cant be the reason for such things

 i tell him our love is doomed

addictions dont do our bodies good

yet all i want for christmas is you....