whispers of the soul

I dont understand all the sad

Why do you come to me

send me all your confusing texts

if it was sex why cast this spellbinding net

why tell me i am the one you cant forget

yet you cant leave the past behind

its still your present

i talk to my manger she tells me her husband hasn't touched her in years

why do we make each other cry endless tears

i will not break by you

i break the chain I do

we just aren't a dream come true

just a haunting of christmas past

I still havent found my dream at last

As the clock strikes midnight your shadow leaves fast

its the same old thing

you gave me passion and pain

yet the one who abuses you wears your diamond ring

i am done understanding

my mistake was loving you

you dont want me to block

he doesnt want me to stop

he just wants me in his secret box

i break it down

where are the good men now

i search the earth

all i see are the good men in disguise

leaving all the wives and the single ladies hurt

i pray for better in the new year

please if its all the same forget me dear

its the best thing you can do

to stay would just keep my heart beaten up by you

God still lets me come to heal

there is a foolishness humans are destined to feel

to learn the lesson

hopefully one day God will put the healing balm that can only be found in heaven

whispers of the soul

reveal many left all alone

old acquaintance its you I forgot

My heart wont stay trapped by your secret box

I know he is lost

its no excuse

what was my reason for loving you

i didnt know

i guess i was bored

but the new year is coming

its time to say no more

release these whispers of the soul

God reminds me I am whole

Sad you were the same as the others

You know I tried but you never did bother

so forget me like we never knew each other

you say you are thankful for what we shared

you were going to midnight mass for confession

another love kernel to confuse me

why do you abuse me

why did i love you

the reasons are never known

I just release it all with these final whispers of the soul

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

Reflections on the past and it appears that a new start is desired. The New Year is certainly a good time to think about change. Your poem is sad. Sometimes, things just don't go to plan. Your feelings conveyed well here butterfly.

Chris

[butterfly]

Thanks for the review Chris! Truly appreciated :)