stronger machine

I see now you are fake

somehow lost in a daze

I cant read you

Now this story is something untrue

I dont want read it

all the words my friends say I must repeat it

Why tell me you miss me

then you say maybe next week

why people f**k with each others heads and dreams

you think you touched me but you never got that deep

Sometimes I am mad and I want to cry

now i realize we are all just human so lost under this earthly sky

i no longer want this beautiful nightmare

even after i am standing here

without a tear

some people dont get destined happily ever after

just nightmares

what else can he give when he also has monsters to escape everywhere

I am no longer angry

i pity you

for you made a vow to another

yet you are still missing your sometime lover

what is up with you humans

why even bother?

there has to be a son raised right by his mother and father

what is my excuse

i dont know any better

i just spent all my money on entertainment and uber

it is the cost of one month

i dont know how I can save like my smarter friends

We do the best we can

i promise you though you can't f**k with me anymore man...

i must fade you out

leave you behind

i see only your phantom shadow

if i was a car maybe i would have your heart

both of us are not that smart

but these new rules light my ever lasting dark

i will never be there again for you to shoot your arrow to spear me apart

in the blink of an eye

while you go back and lay down like a good little boy next to your wife

i was truly living a blind life

now i see

you live in deep misery

which is why only you can cling to this sometime fantasy

but this is not meant to be

this is not my chosen destiny

in this everlasting lonely chapter

i found my happily ever after

i will build a new

just like stronger machines do....