New Wings

I cant think anymore about whats been done

We meet someone and dream of love

I only regret the sin

Yet in the end we were doomed because traitors never win

Whoever you were your pain is the curse

How can you love another then need another lover

There are so many mysteries in this world

Yet it not my job to solve them

All I know is I deserve better

A braver man

Someone who can

hold my hand

come home to the one he loves when he feels love

someone who isnt tied to an abuser and the bringer of pain

All the words were lies

I see now we were meant for these million goodbyes

We will never know why

I will never understand what drew me to the light of your eyes

I will never understand how you taste the best

Yet you leave me like a used up rag in the end

Now its done

Its the last time I think about us

i blocked you this time for good like I should

I took the money and the keys and drove away in the getaway car

I wasn't destined to get far

I crashed hard in to his arms

He took me for as long as he could

The he left me without the warmth

Or maybe the cold is the wake up and I can shed these foolish things

Finally embracing new wings

I feel myself in the sky

There is no reason to hide

Yet there is still work that needs to be done

I still dream of love

I still wonder what draws me to the light in your eyes

yet I know as I watch this explosion burning ash

What burns with it are these questions I ask

I will never know why

All I know is we were destined for these million goodbyes

i wont think about whats done

This is the final one

I shed these foolish things

As I embrace new wings

Its a new year darlings

I already hit the gym

I already went to my first single glowfari

On the hunt for the next party

I said my millionth goodbye to him

With one final kiss

As the getaway car crashed with a smash and hiss

I shed foolish things

Embracing new wings