All this Sorrow

It hurts living with this curse

Loneliness never an empty purse

Where are you my love?

Will it always be a moment to borrow

Will there every be a day I will forget this sorrow

Why do we love and leave tomorrow

Your heart is cold

but it feels warm in my hold

the weekend was weak

I needed him to see

He kisses me like no other

I try to find another lover

I sit here alone all by myself

In this endless hell

I could call him on the phone

to enable the sin and spell

Its not a place i call home

I am not as weak as yesterday

if he cant love me just keep away

Sometimes though he comes because I too need help in the day.

I had to say good by to my Lola

I flew away to Nevada

I tried to find happiness in the strip lights

In the grand canyon eagle mountain lines

Nothing sustains me from the pain

Though I dont want to complain

nothing is worse than what is going in in Ukraine

Havent we learned from the history books

The same s**t goes round and round

proving we are just the checker piece to be played like fools

I think maybe God understands this is why we have to break the rules

Though i am sorry for the sin I just couldnt deny the want within

So I sit here on my sofa

With my new pom Koa

He eats his Hello Kitty dental chew

i just wonder where are you?

Will I always feel this blue

Will he always love me today leave me tomorrow

Will I never be free from all this sorrow?