The Broken Wing

Everyone must stand alone

Its not always easy

So I let him make love to me

He said you wanted this cant be angry when I leave

Some dont get happy ever after

Its not in the cards for me

I embrace the singlehood and solitude this  final chapter

Yet I wont always be good

He is just the fire extinguisher breaking in emergency

There is no love between me and thee

Yet he called me on whatsapp on his ride home greeting me HappyThursday

Maybe so the wife can't see I am now forever on his brain

I cant explain

We dont choose who we love

though I dont approve of the sin

I can never deny he is the one I need within

I try to break free tomorrow I will try again

i am never proud i just cant see what to do about

I tried to leave i failed

i tried to stay its no fairy tale

At least I can make love to the man i love

isnt that funny

life is so strange hunny

I will try again to be stronger

I am a sinner

but then again so were the saints

I will just have to keep trying to find that better man, the better love, that better day..

It felt better when he came my way

he kissed my lips

i sat on top its the sweetest sin

I just have to work harder to be smarter

Sometimes we just have to settle for the next best thing

Until we heal the broken wing

keeping us fully from the sky

there are some things we cant control in life.

With this broken wing I fly free

when he makes love to me.