Strange Destiny

He swiftly comes in to me and then he leaves

I couldnt make him stay

I cant make him let me go

i cant make the universe bring Mr. Right today

I pray but its not in my control

neither is the flame that flickers in the soul

when he texts me or calls

when he is with me at all

I have someone to call lover

Sometimes we just enjoy the love we can get

I wish I could be his one and only

After the cycle of depression I am no longer lonely

I like getting naked for him

I pray to God to forgive the sin

I love it when we kiss

Its the next best thing to a life without love

I feel the guilt but i cant leave he wont let me

in the end i guess i dont want to

i told him i love you

he said he loves everything about me

he belongs to me i belong to him

without vows or rings

weddings that bind to trap

i could never sign or make that contract

i guess this is the place i need to be at

some are meant to be a wife

maybe that's the only way they can get a life

some are meant to be a lover

the one that fulfills better than any other

I just hold mine closer

even when he leaves i know he will be dreaming of me

yet cant act because he isn't free

sometimes we find ourselves lost in a strange destiny.