My Last Tear

The world we know falls apart

Lost love keeps breaking my heart

I can still wish upon a star

My life is not over yet

I am not dead yet

Whatever we were, the chapter ends in this blur

I must embrace what is

 he is still with her

She still leaves comments and photos on facebook, she has a right to

what were we trying to do

couldnt keep me with you

couldnt let me go

you want to have a memory of hiking but I can see you are just trying to fade away

why do people do these things?

Keep us attached with their invisible strings

you say there is none then why was i stuck

oh well I hope God will welcome me home

I hope God will heal these scars on my soul

Give me what I need to grow

To reach my goal

I am so upset but i breathe out joy and breathe in peace

Nothing about me did you break

You dont even get a piece

You may keep me in your memory

But no more will I be stuck in this misery

I take my power back

I pray that all the men and women will cease all attacks

Start to love one another again

forget the open relationships

forget all the bullshit

just love on love

why does I love you make the  ghost

what the f**k happened to all the people on earth

we got so scared to love its love that scares the most?

Its why we easily pick up the guns

throw the bombs

the car cut us off we give in to our entitled rage

So many people fighting off covid we must choose between health and pay day

i pray we can revise earth life

we shouldnt have to work 24 7 just to get a slice of heaven

so many homeless

so many dead

so many raped and tortured

we somehow turned the gate to the dark

its not to late to get back our spark

to infuse that lost love in to our broken heart

i feel like the whole world is falling apart

the core of her needs the energy of the stars

nothing much inspires

as all we know burn in the fires

the dreams I dreamed of us

I watch turn to ash

I throw every one and dont look back

I see now we are a dead end

he doesnt believe but has a wife

while i am the dumb one still in love with you for life

yet i realize all this time it was all in my mind

i was all alone in love

its a sad lonelier place

now i am awake

it feels so cold

to be in a world without someone to hold

but you were never there anyways

we go around in circles never going anywhere

I will call for you but you are never there

i cry my last tear

throw it in to this fire watch my love disappear.