The Lost Love I Must Leave Behind

The force was strong it had a hold on me I couldnt break

Memory was weak I could easily forget to complain

I thought being with you was enough to ease the pain

Now I see its not enough

I think should I call you on the phone

Text goodbye

I just have to walk away and get a life

He is not my best kiss

He is not my best love

He is the one i should have missed

He is the one I never should have said yes

What I write hurts

Truth sometimes can

Also the feeling of holding hands

Yet it doesnt erase the truth

he has someone living with him

in all these years we cant be free of sin

even if he leaves we will still be doomed

We can't continue

I have to write this down

So I dont forget

I have to block him again now forever this time

I cant be distracted in my mind

I cant be reminded of the lost love I must leave behind

I am more than an angel I am a queen

More then a princess but the girl in your dream

I want to be real

He just doesnt feel what I feel

His life is too complicated to truly heal

i wont be waiting around

I take my power back now

I am not mad or upset but finally free of doubt

I must walk in to these dark clouds

Forget what you and me were about

None of it makes me feel proud

I have to shake it out

Shake him off

If its not love then I am out of here

He isnt serious so he doesnt care

I must free my head from all the memories there

I will heal in time

forget the lost love I must leave behind.