Moonbeams of Insanity

i will walk on no matter how many times I fall

I am human after all

On this lonely street under moonbeams of insanity

Our earth intoxicated with toxic and crazy

We vow we will work harder to protect the baby

Yet the gunshots fall like rain

Bandaids can't heal bullet holes

Maybe its an eject plan for the souls

The lucky ones that get to go back home

Into God's hand

I can only pray i am still good enough to go back

Yet I know I too went against His will

Which is why if I followed Him I wouldnt be so lonely still

This morning I loved him, yesterday i blocked him, when I came home we fucked and I am left with the reminder I am all out of love and luck

He goes home to his prison and his cars

I try to find a new but the dating apps and bars are now more risky with COVID creeping along the avenue

I will still walk on

I will still be strong

We have to

I am left behind unchosen

I thought nothing could take us apart nothing could take you from my side

Yet I have been alone all these nights

Fifteen minute of heavenly bliss is all I can find

Please my love i only ask don't leave me behind

Be better then the guy I see

Be the love I truly need

I am still banking on dreams

on this lonely street under moonbeams of insanity.