The Miserable Dream

You and I are a miserable dream

The girl in the mirror staring at me is not the one I want to be

He says sorry I have bills and responsibilty

What about us?

Why can't we spend time, watch tv?

Why is our time just making love?

Even when he is with her he thinks of me it makes him smile

Cant you see the future is bleakness piled

It makes me want to scream

Why is life like this?

I need your kiss

i need your touch

to feel the love's deliciousness

Yet your complicated life takes you so far

Yet he says I am in his heart

just let it break

let it die

we dont have a place

this is a fool's paradise

We were supposed to watch stranger things

Just one episode

in this crazy kaleidoscope

I must hold on to hope

Let him go

His heart is stone

So cold just like the grey sky

Please set me free

Please cut this leash

From this miserable dream