My Sweet A*****e

All i can do is dream
pray one day we will meet
God will show mercy and give me this desired destiny
now is not the time and I see
Awhile ago I felt the dark and was angry
I truly want nothing from him
There is no offer so sweet
No lost pang of heart beat
Just the death of a dream
The idea of something that could never truly be
I felt it the first moment he called me
Why do things happen this way
We sit and talk and electricity shocks our veins
We depart and walk away
I find you on the path for many more days
Only to find this same foolish game
our love is groundhog day the movie
Yet I didn’t mind because of how it felt when he kissed me
I was so into the mirage
I just wanted to let go and lose control
Just let my self sit back and watch
I realize he is a ghost and I am the phantom
How do I come back from this
How do I wake up from this traumatic sleep
A poison can taste like true love’s kiss
Yet poison will always be nothing but a snake’s hiss
Yet I don’t regret
My body is still addicted to the drug that makes the feeling
All I can do is dream
One day my soul will feel His divine healing
From him I must let go
From him I must get in my getaway car and find my home
His feelings he can’t control
yet he is still married and why
here in the 2022 life
I won’t stay
I am not your ugly secret lover maid
I scream for you to hear me
All he asks are you on your period
did you sync up with anybody
let me vacuum the rat poop before you throw me out of your life
why does everybody leave
why didn’t you ever stay
i go round and round we never go a new way
All i can do is say i f*****g love you babe
my sweet a*****e
My guilty pleasure of the soul
still now this independence weekend let me go
you watched stranger things with her or alone
but you said you would watch with me
why don’t men remember the romantic things for a lady
give us tic
all i can do is dream
God will show mercy
Save my soul
Help me let go
help me forget what it feels like to be alone.

With the healing of the divine destiny I long to call home

Farewell, my sweet a*****e.

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

"Help me to let go". Dear Butterfly, this man who is already spoken for is an addiction. You have an incredible need for him. He has been like a drug for you and weaning yourself away from him is going to take much strength and determination. I wonder whether you can do it? You love him, but love doesn't always have sweet endings.

Chris