Borrowed and Blue

He is my borrowed and blue

Not my happily ever after

Not my I do

I walked along this path with you

All I saw was butterflies and sunshine

Hunger and confusing truth

I long to be free

He fears I blocked him again

I was just watching the minions movie

he brings me coffee from MCD

i guess its ok to just keep friendly

everything is meaningless

In the end we all turn to dust

Might as well allow love before it fades away

He was in the navy

I wonder what happened to you baby

Something made you go crazy

I try to say goodbye

He complains people always leaves

he wont give me his all

he wont stay or leave his complicated life

Makes sense why the sky is gray

Even though i am so mad at him I was still happy to see him even for just 5 mins today

In the end its better than 5 years only to be strangled by my dears

Its better to be married twenty nears only to find he no longer wants to be near

I went to the hair salon and my regular guy wasn't there

i just took the next available and i still got beautiful hair

I realize I can love and be kind but why get attached

When it just ends in sad

I dont want to steal

I never mean to break too much that we couldnt heal

no happy ever after no i do

always free from the sad hue

the new life special on the menu is borrowed and blue