Scream the Depression Away

They tell me to keep writing

Yet there is no more inspiration

There is never true love in anyone I am finding

I ask God why oh why

i am so messed up inside

Trying to connect breathe life in to this dead dream

I scream

Why did you find me

Why did you come to me

I have to live without you

Its so hard to do

I hate this kind of life

I hate you cut me with a knife

Cut me to shreds

Never catching me instead

I hate all our memories are now mixed in the sheets on my bed

I hate the way you pretend

I hate that I still love you in the end.

I hate the term friends with benefits

How did we benefit?

They tell me to keep writing

Its hard to keep inspiration

There is never true love in any man I am finding

Why do you keep hiding

How long must I wait?

I scream and scream but the ending is the same

Its just a fucked up game

Force the people to stop spreading pain

Force the married people to stop invading the single lane

Why did you come to me if you settled for your complicated life

Why did you come to me on and on if you can sleep beside your wife

Force the men to act right

Stop forcing the women to open their thighs

forced birth leads to demonic life

I scream all this depression away in my mind

I hate this type of life

Why is it ok with the court

Stop cutting us with a knife

Start being brave more

Stop cutting us to shreds

having fun but it should be making love instead

I hate all this pretend

I hate that I still love you in the end.

I will keep writing

Its the only way I can be fighting

Why did you leave me lonely

Is a question that haunts me

Its the same cry

We scream it out loud

only to find ourselves all alone in this demonic life.

As I scream the depression away in my mind.