Strange Fruit

If its not love let me go

If its not love I am out of here

I will follow the rainbow

To a better hemisphere without fear

I will not hold on to the shadow

He is Peter Pan and I am Wendy

Is his wife Tinkerbell

I crave tomorrow

Humans make the rules bendy

I cant believe I have been on this spell

I cut it off

He finds the loophole

I forget what I should know

I only want to heal his wounded soul

But angels can't do everything

So watch me fly away on this unchained wing

Sometimes you say things that hurt me

You are not always my freedom too

Still I want to heal your bruise

In the end you are the strange fruit

Tell me to say good bye to you

If this is your wish

I dont want to be with someone who is okay to let me leave

I dont want to infringe on your freedom

Why do you call me to discuss your current married separated problems

Are we on this level

We have blurred the lines so much nothing is defined

Sadly our love is tainted with the devil

Only through the hands of God divine

Can we be realigned

I dont even want you to be mine

I want you to be on the same page

Living truthfully without shame

I used to be your freedom

I used to go with the flow

Yet please dont forget my love is the best you ever known

I give it all to you all my waves and layers as deep as the ocean

If only you would come too and show me that same emotion

i dont need a ring, a vow, or a wedding

Just the love to be the ties that bind keeping us together through all commotion

Till then our ending is an unending notion

what do we hold on to?

The dangerous truth through it all I always love you

In each season for some reason

That has to count for something

Why do you always make it like we are nothing

he is my wildflower coming to me in the quiet hour

yet all i feel is the power of heartache

Now matter step I take

I feel it in every embrace

It shouldnt be this complicated

If we were a one night stand we are both free to flee the land

yet you come back leaving your heart in my hand.

I enjoyed healing every bruise

I enjoyed all the kissing we do

Now all that is left behind is that enigmatic taste of strange fruit