Scrape the bottom of my rice bowl

I scrape for love like I scrape the bottom of my rice bowl

Its not easy to let old habits go

I try to stay in control

He comes to me through the loophole

Despite it all he feels like the mate to my soul

even though he thinks no

he tells me I am deep in his heart

he is both warmth and the dark

My best kiss under the sun and moon

Feeling butterflies kicking alive just sitting together in the afternoon

We find a passion we can't find outside the lab

Yet not everything is fab

We hold on to the best closest thing to love

When love is lost on the map

Its a dream come true to find you

Yet this complicated life makes it hard to

I didnt know I would be here after all these years when I first met you

We could have left each other long ago

Even when the world tells me to leave

I hear God speaking hold on

i believe in GOD I believe its His love

keeping us strong

Even if I cant find it in his real eyes

I will at least let it be here when i write

As I scrape the bottom of my rice bowl for any remnants of love to find