Melancholy

Our talks our gatherings leave me feeling more melancholy

Yet my heart refuses to give up what it chooses

Foolish thing, sad angel wing

Broken still, I fell down to the ground and for a time he catches me now

He pushes himself in to me, devouring me with his passion

How can something so bright just fade away in to nothing

I can't dwell I know all too well

Still everything hurts a little much

The desire for him still is the overpowering clutch

All I wanted to do is have a little fun before I die

At least this goal I accomplished in life

I thank God for all these dreamy times

With the flavor of lavender chai

I walked out yesterday among the gray sky

As the rain came down from high

It felt like kisses from the sweet divine

Sweet kisses to nourish the pain yet undeserved

I did my sins

I did it with love in my hand

I hope God you will understand

I know he isn't for keeps

He is still the dream

i let it be

i come alive in the memory

As I find our talks, our gatherings leave me feeling more melancholy.