Delicious Divine

I can feel Him in a crowded cafe

Sipping a lavender chai at the ebar and drifting away

in to delicious divine our own special time

Yet he interrupts and quickly I fall blind

I instantly want him wrapped in my thighs

He brought me hazelnut iced latte from mcds

a guava and cheese pie

but today he says he has to work

I ask him is it the code word for spending the day with his wife

he says no but i see the lies

still the love i feel for him is not left behind

why am i on this path

how do i get out

my sister with vodka mango breath

says waiting for him is like waiting for death

he drove me to the gym

he had no time for lunch at japan town

gets jealous when i talk to other guys now

he says i am not stopping you from finding another

yet all the other potential lovers just wants to connect with my panties

its not more dandy

i will marry when we can walk down the road

jog freely to and from home

without the evil robbing our life, love and soul

i pray Lord Deliver us from evil

here in this crowded cafe

in this lavender chai escape

i am dreaming away

as i pray

make him my decent guy

in the end that's what the girls look for in this life

yet you call us baby and sweetie without knowing my name

the jungle burns bright with red shame

all i can do is pray

dream away

in this special time he will turn in to that decent guy

i am looking to find here as i sip lavender chai

here in this crowded cafe i am thankful to be kept safe in this delicious divine