How Do I Be Alone?

I dont know why he is always on my mind

We are not destined to be together in this life

This I finally know

I let the truth glow

Still as I try to be brave the question remains how do I be alone?

I can stand on my own

I am not afraid of that

I am haunted by the shadow

Showing what used to be mine

Yet it was just a distracted life

i guess he was my crutch

I fell in to this blindness that keeps my heart and brain out of touch

Now his absence makes the truth come back in a rush

He drove me to Capitola but couldnt stay

Charged me 30 dollars for gas thats the way it goes babe

No more free rides

I was happy to pay the price

Still it would have been nice if he was the true prince of my life

Would he be the man if he had the cash

No he doesnt abuse

But he leaves me feeling confused

Although I miss him so

I block my heart from this twisted home

To him I dont belong

He doesnt belong to me

What more do I need to hear to be free

All i miss is the dream

It hurts reality is so criminal for so many

Lost souls throwing their spouses away

leaving their so called love out on the road in pieces

there is nothing left to find

here one day

killed in their sleep so the trapped can escape

who traps who

Go on and go babe

I dont hate you

I must block my heart for good

What more can we be

We were just two kids playing foolishly

I miss him already but he is off so busy doing other things

This is the difference between men and women

The feelings get so intense but no longer can they cloud my judgement

i have to find the answer on my own

How do I be alone?

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[goalken]

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[butterfly]

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