Love Still Transcends

How  do we love without trust

He told me he went to the movies alone again

After he said he was so tired

I told him how his absence made me feel

I unblocked him because when I blocked him I missed him

I pout without and with

he said don't get negative

dont stress me no one helps me pays my bills

i saw on facebook an old crush married his love of 28 years

When will I find you my dears?

I am sad no one will know me here

No one will love the true me

its a stabbing fear

it has no cure

I turn to God and Jesus

I am a sinner

Is there still a love so pure for me

My life is sad poetry

I think of Emily Dickinson

She never married but enjoyed intimate affairs

Maybe this is how my life ends

with fading romantic airs

Inbetween the sadness love still transcends

We were never together

i miss him forever

its a harsh storm to weather

I should have walked away a long time ago

The poison is too set in me like coffee spilling over my blackened soul

it runs through my veins

I can only pray that God will heal me again and again

Inbetween the sadness love still transcends