All This Loneliness

I shake you off

He is a boo and a bug

I need true love

I pray to God HE will help me find

I am ready to put it all behind

i can't force I cant do nothing as he calls me to say goodnight while on his way home to his wife

Its some fucked up s**t

I shake myself from it

I block my heart from this lonely path

What can be done not much I wont look back

I searched high and low and its not in the cards

We were never together so we must stay apart

maybe in 28 years

We wont have any reason to cry these tears

The other day he says I am the girl he is dating

Yet now because of the work and going to movies alone everything feels fading

I know I shouldnt be waiting

I force myself to keep hating

All I can do is be praying

True love will come to stay

All this loneliness will fade away