Autumn's New Song

Walking with civilization witnessing a  carnival of humanity and animation in this San Francisco Bay Area Nation

The sky is blue and  the construction zones not new yet this chapter without you is a bitter truth

Why was I the one chosen to be used?

Its not my job to find the answers and the clue

I leave it behind

The yesterday is gone

I walk on

I pray the next chapter will be happily ever after

Goodbye to the painted happiness and laughter

I see the rain coming down and washing it all away

The scars remain and it feels like I am on the outside always

I sit across from the ferries

Should I go to Larkspur

See what lurks there find the giggle berries?

I sit in the Starbucks cafe

Praying for the good lucks to come my way

Sipping on iced pumpkin spice latte with spices on the lite cream

Everyone with a group at surrounding tables

All except for the solo by the window and me

At least we sit at this table of never ending free

I pray that we can all be in this kind of peace

As the greed takes on the future

And my dreams are squashed by the abuser

I will take this opportunity because it can be worse

My singledom is no curse

Still I pray the lonely feeling to forever leave my purse

Yet still I say thanks with a head that will lift because life is a gift

As I sip on my pumpkin spice latte

I shake the leaves of sadness away

with yesterday so far gone

enjoying the season of autumn's new song