I tell him i wont

Closing a chapter is a different happily ever after

I can't force love

The ending sucks

However its just the way of luck

I embrace this destiny

I dont need a fake lover with me

If friendship is what remains

I will still love him every day

The news speak of worse ways

Still I believe I am out of the hell hole

I am once again in control

i am sad to leave you behind

You miss making love to me not me thats why he still goes home to his wife

Mysteries manipulate the earth life

You can vow forever

stay together

but the love making stops

I feel even though sex isn't everything

its still an important something

one partner cant do anymore

so another searches for another beyond the forbidden door

yet this is not the way its meant to be

its not a reason to stray  forever more

its not a reason for a mistress

find a healthier happiness

Thats what I will do

I embrace the truth

he dropped of my peppermint toads

on his way to home

in his wife's car

while in the front seat sits my broken heart

telling me if i ever get lonely

if ever

call me when ever

i tell him i wont

he will still be missing i know

i tell him i wont.