Everything fades with time

Transitions are funny we always think we are ready but we are not. Try to do the right thing but its so hard. Here I am missing him he just went home to sleep....sheesh...

I feel so crazy

I miss my baby

Even hugging him for one second reminds me I will love him always

He isn't my idol just one man I love

He wove a spell on me, my lonely heart hallucinates him as an angel from above

Is this just lust?

Is it just infatuation?

If so

it must be so easy to let go

Yet I told him no when he asked to snuggle

I told him no when he wanted a kiss

I told him no when he wanted more than this

Yet its him I miss

I realize even in the instant relief I would still be lonely

I am not well honey

i love you so but I can't keep you

i am now Casper the friendly ghost

Haunting what used to be our home

Why is it this way?

Why did we ever meet that day?

Why does he always come to my gate but never stay

I said I would love you as long as I could

This I did do

Now we are done

I am still here wishing I was still hugging you....

I saw an old text he said I am never far I am in your heart and you are in mine

Forever in our dreams in this eternal night

I close my eyes and keep you close as I can possibly wishing he was still hugging me....

parting is such sweet sorrow will he still be there tomorrow

Only God can say

I will just be grateful we did meet that day....

But there has to be better

this is the final love letter

He isnt leaving the wife

God is telling me to let go dont look behind

Nothing is permanent in this life

He can keep me in his heart and maybe he will be in mine

Everything fades with time

Reviews

[willweb]

Some things though take longer to fade than others. if the love from his side was true, it may never face completely. This was a well expressed and crafted poem on a subject that really sparks thought and touches the heart.

[Coyote Poetry]

You are right dear butterfly.
"He can keep me in his heart and maybe he will be in mine
Everything fades with time"
The above lines. I liked a lot. Being second in anything. Leave us wishing for things, we cannot have. Thank you for sharing the amazing poetry and your thoughts.
Coyote