If Only It wasn't So Lonely

If only it wasn't so lonely

I give up the search

I am better off with just me only

There is no one to let you down

I have all the time for me now

I dont have to beg someone to stay

I dont have to deal with all the heartache

I dont have to worry abut talking too fast or too slow

Too soft or too loud

I realize its just not good enough now

Kissing you without love is like a black coffee from yesterday you should just throw out

I wont bother

goodbye mother f****r

to all the lying lovers

settling for complicated and abuse of one another

I fly away back to discover me

I date myself

back to good health

Lonely is better than any fake spell

Take heart world

Its all falling apart boys and girls

we dont know who we are

we forgot to follow the love in our heart

the red sea once again will part

to reveal what we left behind in the dark

will always come to the light

the realization of the might in me

i see

i am free

if only it wasn't so lonely....