icy cold heart

After he feeds he leaves me to starve

As he needs to pick up his pizza with his icy cold heart

I tell him since its the same s**t show I will go

To Yojimbo's from my home in my best friend's car

He runs to the gate oh he is afraid

I started to yell he says he is abused

by her but he has to go home because her family will be there

I dont understand

is this what makes a man

the lies that he tells

the hearts that he steals

should have told me from the start

it was a maze inside an icy cold heart

abused doesnt excuse more abuse

it doesnt give a pass to the double life

i see now you are just messed up in the head

tied to her your abusive wife

just leave me alone

i am ashamed of the love we made

i still love you

my body still craves you

yet i remind myself of this s**t show truth

there is only this dead end path for me and you

so here i go in to murmation

the mass busting of starlings

never were we each others darlings

just a toy you used to ease your hurt

now that you got your fill you leave to go pick up your pizza

leaving me to starve

as you run away with your full icy cold heart.