I guess I was too fat to be loved.

when you play your games this is how you make the girl feel Be careful because these kind of wounds rarely heal...

Am I too fat to be loved

Am I too needy that the men need to run after giving me a touch

the way I am treated is unloved

why are you such a douchebag

where was the man i met on that first day

i dont understand how you could play a game and lie beside her in the cruelest way

i never want to know your name

i learned the lesson

now the memory is tainted with blood

i hate the thought i crave you so much

instead of love you break me down

i need God's healing now

yet i dont deserve

i thought in the end this wouldnt hurt

but i am only human you see

looking for that dream to be

what the f**k are you

some scared man who cant stop the abuse

its hard but it can be done

its all lies

i hate what you have become

i hate the memories you left me with last night

i wish we never met

i dont regret

but even your scent still remains on my bed

and for what

be careful men when you touch a lady

not even close to her heart baby

you f**k us up

think you are the white knight

when all you left us are with dents and bruise

make sure you are loving your someone good

without lies

without shame

without heart ache

without cowardice

all of this

is why we miss

and why i can never speak your name again on my lips

love can not be born of sin

i will reset and begin again

i will come out new

but you will still be lost and abused

i cry for you too

i tried my best

its never enough

i guess i was too fat for your love...