Sad Romance

I am awake and aware

The remanants of a foolish heart are all that lie there

When can I write of happiness

I need to release all this bullshit and clean up the mess

Yet I am sitting on the couch just waiting for my soulmate to find me now

While I watch prime the title Christmas is cancelled

With all this sickness coming in through the cloud

Then the news comes out

The body found at the Oak Tree

How can this be

A self inflicted wound

Wasnt life good

What made you do what you do

Was the battle so hard you couldnt pull through

Turn to your wife to talk to

It makes no sense

Though I wish you peace

I am f*****g mad

I want all you had

Still it wasn't enough you left and you ran

Couldnt even stay till Christmas

Depression I know is a terrible spell

There are others with a harsher slice of hell

Still they are still here

What made you want to disappear?

The ginger lemongrass tea soothes the pain

As we cry this endless tear

For the answers will never come as we see the story telling us Twitch is no longer hear

Makes me f*****g mad

Makes me f*****g sad

When you brought the music so we could dance

Aware and awake to see the ending is another sad romance