Blue Moon

My love is not fat free

I am not trying to deny the guilty

Yet he is a blue moon calling out to me

He controls the high tide

As we face the waves of white

As we walk on Ocean Beach

He pulls in to hug me

Whispers can we kiss for a little memory

All this after stalking me at my job

calling me on the phone

I try to leave it alone

Yet he finds me in ways unknown

After an hour of arcade

In a new year all that I got mad at starts to fade

In on out of body experience I chose to not hold on to the pain

He said I never had to say yes

But he probably knows I can't say no

He missed me and I missed him also

Truth or lie

What does it matter

wrong or right

the rules always shatter

No one knows what we do down here

There are endless wonders

For him he is my insatiable hunger

So my new years resolution drowns under

Maybe next year I will try harder

I just wanted to kiss him one more time

He is my blue moon who I love seeing in my sky.