Foolish Hopeless Romantic's dream

Ignorance is bliss

Till the bubble bursts by true friendship

The problem with me is I live on fantasy

When I come down to earth everything is so bleak

How sad the way manipulation is allowed

Even the pictures dont symbolize something real now

If you cant  leave her then me you will be without

A new year same story

I relapsed

He came to my work

Knowledge took a nap

He goes home to her

every night

only to emerge with the new lies

How sad

People can treat people so nonchalant like that

I need you to be a better man

Is it good to tell you through text

how do I get it to you

I dont want to be the OW

I dont want to be less the love

we are doomed now

My life decisions were from a lonely place

We give ourselves so many excuses

if you loved me you would stay

Never go back even if its such a hard place

Here i am in the hard too

So aware of me and you

We are wrong

I still love you all along

But maybe what I love is a strong fascination of imagination

i live on fantasy you see

Reality doesnt truly hold me

I thought you could be

But perhaps you just needed another warm body

its sad what we place at high priority

I think its because humans dont really know what love looks like

Is it staying together with a passionless wife

Is it staying with such a complicated guy

I lost myself all this time

Yet what did I gain

Stolen moments where we kissed again and again

I am a hopeless romantic

It always eats me alive

Whatever it is

This sweet poison paradise toxic thing that taste like love

Oh Lord please heal this stupid girl send your angels from above

No one else held my interest

He is the best

Yet he is a mess

Making me become one

I thought it was worth it in the name of love

i live on fantasy

Reality is you choose to stay away from me

Paying the bills, divorce is too hard still

Well then I will leave

This love is lost

It comes with too high a cost

If only you could be the better man I need

Its a foolish hopeless romantic's dream