Ugly Love

January 7 is not heaven

The gray and the rain makes it all bleak

I am forever haunted by kryptonite making me weak

With love I am so unlucky

I just wanted love to be

True and not blue

With or without you

I feel I am doomed

i am aware of the game that is played

He blocks the way

I must walk through

i can't say no

I like kissing you

Why can't I just keep enjoying this truth

Its too late to turn away I am addicted to the drug

He just walks into my work and drags me back in to his cage

So he can play and I am sad to say in that bubble I am his toy

Letting him do what he wants to do I surrender to the boy

All along I was sober filling joy

When I get naked with you

I feel I can't give up

Somewhere inthe cracks of us must be a real love

Or the jaded one

Keeping our hearts going on

Whatever it is

I remain unlucky with this ugly love.