End of a sad love tale

Thanks for thinking of me today

Even in this small way

I guess if our love couldn't bloom our friendship will still be great

I go on without blocking without stopping just buying myself flowers

holding my own hand

Stronger in my stand

living the life i am able to create

following the call of love is never foolish

i did my best with what i am the dream is still my wish

whatever you were i will always be loving myself better than you can

I release the hope

But I am not ghost or shadow

I am slow

Finding my way

God gives me the wind to float

He carries me on

He knows what I was doing all along

I need a man who can finish that song

I need a man who is strong

I realize we aren't meant to be in that desired destiny

Yet I still love thee

for hate can never be a part of me

he woke me up while I was asleep

gave me a few sweet kisses and days of dreams

But see he doesn't choose me

he tells me he will move away to Manteca in a year

How sad this news is my dear

but what can be said here

it seems everything is clear

I am not the one he wants

but his texts say different

but we cant be someone we are not

we can't just pretend to know how to love

even in this ache

I still love you all the same

so I am not broken

no part of me will ever be stolen

I will not hang myself from the tree

nor drown in the sea

I was never inspired by Ophelia because I am strong and free

forever in my freedom I breathe with gratitude

though my heart wears the scars

In His hands I am free from the doom

He was in my way

Hiding in my drive way at my gate

It will never be clear why

I just couldnt get that dream life

i realize it wasn't meant for me

so I am not crying now you see

I was riding the flow and was affected emotionally

Where have all the strong men gone?

Why have we forgotten the love?

So many playing games

not in the right mind

me searching like Gollum

for my golden ring

like always coming up with nothing

This is my vomit on the page

After he told me he will be moving away

Well thanks for thinking of me today

Even in this small way.

Even if our love couldnt bloom friendship will still be great

i wish you well and this will be the end of a very sad love tale.

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

After an affair, it is better to stay friends at its end. No reason to hate. Bitterness just causes baggage. I like the resolve here to get up dust yourself down and get on with it. That shows strength of character butterfly. Your wings may feel fragile but you can still fly.

Chris

[butterfly]

Thanks Chris for the review! I agree no reason to hate. Your review was also poetic and inspiring so thanks again for coming to read :)