A New Melody

He mentions movies Megan and Cocaine Bear

I ask what's there

He says we at the movies

Its just a dream

i will continue to pray for along with mercy

But as long as he goes home to his caretaking she

We can never be

It hurts me so

But these mistakes are my own

I learned it today in a spelling lesson tonight

C+ Hang= CHANG

The connection hits me like a bang

I had misspelled it for 20 years so it seems according to my sister dear

Yet my mind is always so full of the stresses which depresses

that memo wasn't on top of my cerebral hemisphere

yet in the failures there are still beautiful threads for weaving wonderful dresses

of blessings

Here they flow like an endless river caressing the dry wells of within

All that dryness in the skin

All the flakes that come of with sin

All the crazy dealings that come from kin

Now I can shake it all off

Find the blessings in the failings of love

I heard Mary J Blige's song

A new melody enchants within

Now I will pray to my God for dreams of mercy

Pray their minds will change

Healing all my inner pain

That bang with chang strengthening repaired skin

Guided by the divine sun ray

Again I can begin

as a new melody sings within.