Block and say goodbye

He was my uber driver for the night

He said he stayed away wouldnt stop me after I blocked him for the last time

As if that was something nice

Yet he makes it like I am the one who stopped I am the cause of this break up

When he isn't leaving his wife but his feelings for me he can't act on

When he is moving with her in a year or two making those plans for them

Nothing for me and him

I am not a toy he says

There are feelings he can't act on

So why continue my goodbye is getting more strong

All that we were I know now will always be wrong

We lost the tune to this love song

Because it wasn't a love song at all

Just some bullshit coming through my wall

I wont let you block my path again

I wont let you consume my head in the end

I wont let you give me a goodbye hug

He asked me that on the ride home

I said no

Hug someone else goodbye not me

I should have been the one you chose

But he decided differently

Maybe I would do the same if I were you

Its all an excuse

I write it on the page

i  hate these feelings i feel all the way

Its just the way Miley says

I can love myself better than you

Its just lonely loving myself

You made it clear over and over again

I dont belong to you and you dont belong to me in the end

So why go to japantown

Why say if I need to talk he will always be there now

When its safer for me without

I can get my own bubble tea

i can get my own happy free

Yet I am hurt because his flame burns me

He doesnt see

His mind isnt right

Among the hundred reasons I block and say goodbye

I guess for life

What about my mental health?

I can heal myself without trying to get someone else's wealth

I can stand on my own

I just wanted true love you know

but now i see since you can't be without she

i will fly away home

I will fly away free

I will heal from this

On to true love's kiss

On to the other side

To this sad chapter I truly block and say goodbye.