S**t out of luck

Venting from a sour ending to what was an ok night...

I was really doing fine

I did my best in the work time

Our last patient was rumored to be mad but she was nice

Went to happy hour with the crew

Then my night turned blue

My uber driver was you

It was all the same he just dropped me off and went his way

I see now everything was a game

Its a shame

Yet I am over you

I am over being confused

I am over being used

I am over being summoned when you have time to

Where is my nice invite

Why ask me out for a bite the day of

Am I just supposed to go out in an hour and meet you

It just feels this way with a lot of the men

it feels like a lot of gloom and doom

I met one nice Thai guy where we actually planned a day out

Walked in golden gate park botanical ground

Had a nice heart to heart

So simple yet these ways are left to the dark

Now all that is left are separated men or men who get side chicks

Cause their wives can't do it

Believing they are some prince because sex isnt everything

So why you buying a la carte

These are the things that makes me mad and blue

These are the things that make me want to scream f**k you!!

Not because you didnt choose me

But because you made me believe you were going to.

Now I have written it out i will forget you

i blocked you again

everything in this new chapter resumes

to stay is an unending carousel of abuse

he was abused so this is all he knows how to do

You cant blame me for being angry

I dont hate you and I dont hate me

we were dumb and naive for whatever reason we had to be

now i cut these strings free

shaking off any left over remnants on me

I bid you adieu

Goodbye to you my love

I guess i was s**t out of luck.