I forgive myself

Sam smith inspiration

My heart is breaking

My love was yours for the taking

Do you even realize all your faking

How do you sleep at night by her side

I realize you must have some sick thing with your wife

Why if a spouse is broken you go to get take out

Why didnt you tell me thats what it was

You are concerned for her mental health

Yours isnt all that well

To live the way you do

Coming to me telling me you will always be here

I will always be in your heart

Then why am I the one you didnt choose

Why am I the one tossed aside in the dark

Its  fine because I dont want that life

There was another movie in my mind

We were cast but the dream didnt last

The dream never came to life

its always like this

So my heart in the end is foolish

I was helpless

You were in the way the whole time

I am finally on the other side

My love was yours for the taking

I realize all your faking

Now my heart is breaking.

I dont want to know you

I realize I never will

You were just some phantom haunting me still

I pray God will heal

Help me find the one I need

She is me

I do it for myself

I almost lost her completely

Be careful whose heart you take

Be careful with the words you say

The things you do when its revealed to be faking

All it does is make the hearts breaking

It hurts like hell

Isn't there anyone who can love me well

I loved you and for that I forgive myself.